일요일, 8월 30, 2009
Sick
Having coughing fits recently. Well it ain't that serious yet but i'm hoping to curb it before it worsens. Cos i damn hate being down with persistent coughs when i have to teach! Took mc on friday cos the next day was the dreaded Saturday but in the end, it didn't turn out that bad cos the principal finally saw the light and got an additional teacher.. Phew~~
Sorry to say this, but there is one particular student whom i extremely hope to get moved to another class and out of my sight. And my wish got granted! Lol. My apologies to xiaoxiu's friend.. yeah she was recommended by me earlier to help out, though i hardly know her. Anyone to save me from that kid.
There's another new boi i have and though his level is pretty low for his age, i am kinda glad he's the chirpy kind who doesn't let the other bois get him down. Was trying to 'defend' him cos the rest kept making fun of him by telling him the wrong meanings. He was sick too and his mum prepared this herbal drink for him and the silly boi kept wanting to
'gan bei' with me whenever i drank my water. Lol.
Been thinking about the path i should tread recently and realization finally dawned on me that maybe i should stop forcing myself stubbornly against the flow and for once, go with it instead. There may be dreams i once harboured of attaining, but given the impossibility, i might be happier if i chose to burst that bubble of my own accord. No point drawing wonderfully gorgeous sandcastles in the air and spending the rest of my life admiring them from a distance.
This is what i call 'Second Best'.
Something that i would never have entertained in the past.
But it wun change in some aspects..
ps/ i soooo wanna get out of singapore and go somewhere again!!
또 울어버렸다.. @ 6:51 PM